Christine and Netty2 hours, 17 minutes ago
Hi Danny ! I was always anxious from being a teen but i really don't know why . But as i grew up i found myself making sure i was not amongst people on the run up to midnight i would do my best to hide as i say, but then after i had the children where we lived at the time was quite a few family's put in the same road as we lived and always there was police no matter what time of year.. But even worse at Christmas and new year no one would see me for dust haha i wouldn't move out of the house but still heard so many bad things ,, We finally moved and i thought i may cope better then but that year was the beginning of the worst i call it ! at Christmas we lost a nephew tragically. then after so many family members all round the same time of year , then my Dad just after New year the year after my Mum same time, then like many people so many family members it really has me in a panic until after midnight i still am really on edge for few hours but try my best to cope. I honestly cant put the TV or music on if i hear that song Auld Lang Syne even the first note i am a wreck something about it i have no idea sends me into the worst panic ....Deep breaths haha i will get through it i know there must be so many in these situations and my heart go's out to them all... Please enjoy your New Year Danny and don't go taking more lights down haha It is freezing here the frost was horrendous last night and we are due it again tonight .. Big hugs xxxxxxx

























